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March 2009 Tally

Submissions: 1
Rejections: 0
Sales: 2

Total submissions for 2009: 15
Total rejections: 12
Total sales: 3

Ave. submissions/month for 2009: 5
Percent sales for 2009: 20%

Writing

Been a little busy. See below.

Everything Else

For those of you who don't already know, last Thursday at Max's first pediatrician visit, his doctor heard a fairly significant heart murmur and referred us to a pediatric cardiologist. We went on Friday to do an echocardiogram, where they saw a Ventricular Septal Defect (VSD), which is basically a hole in his heart. At that point, we didn't know how bad it was -- small ones usually close on their own, but larger ones require medication and/or surgery.

Tuesday we saw the cardiologist to discuss the results.

Max has a medium VSD (4 mm), a size that might or might not close on its own. Unfortunately, it is right below the aorta, so the potential for causing further (and much more serious) damage is pretty high.

Right now, we are in a holding pattern. The cardiologist doesn't want to start any medications just yet, since Max is so young. We go back in two weeks (and every two weeks after that, for the foreseeable future), where they will do a chest x-ray and another echocardiogram and assess his breathing and weight gain. He is experiencing rapid breathing (65 breaths per minute at rest, when the normal for an infant -- awake -- is 40) and trouble nursing, which are caused by the fact that too much blood is being sent to his lungs and they aren't able to handle the extra fluid. If there is no improvement by his next visit, the cardiologist will start him on diuretics and possibly ACE inhibitors to make it easier for his heart to pump. If he isn't gaining weight well, the doctor will also want me to supplement my breast milk with a special formula mixture -- meaning I will have to pump the milk, add the mixture in, and feed him from a bottle, which is hugely disappointing to me, but I'll do whatever I need to for my baby boy. Hopefully it won't come to that, though, since he seems to be gaining well right now.

They will monitor him for a couple of months to see if there's any sign that the hole might close on its own, but because of the proximity to the aorta, they can't afford to wait as long as they normally would, and the cardiologist pretty much said we'd likely be looking at surgery at some point between 2 and 6 months. The goal right now is really just to get him stronger, so he can weather that procedure better.

So for now we wait, and pray. Your continued prayers and positive thoughts would be much appreciated.

Date: 2009-04-01 07:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ex-paulskem.livejournal.com
Marcy,

I cannot even imagine. Sending all the positive vibes I've got.

Date: 2009-04-03 08:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
Thanks, Paul. We can use all we can get.

Oh, Marcy :( God bless Max G.

Date: 2009-04-05 12:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mirtika.livejournal.com
I just heard and wanted first of all to congratulate you on the new life (and on picking a totally rocking name!)

I am so, so, so sad to hear his wee heart has woes. But he has you and good doctors and the prayers of the saints. I will pray for a miracle of healing. May God's hand be very strong and full of grace on Max and you and your family.

Hugs,
Mir

Re: Oh, Marcy :( God bless Max G.

Date: 2009-04-07 12:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
Thank you for your prayers, Mir!

Date: 2009-04-01 07:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mtentchoff.livejournal.com
Sending positive thoughts, namemate. And much love.

Date: 2009-04-03 08:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
Thanks, namemate. ::HUGS::

Date: 2009-04-01 08:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] stillnotbored.livejournal.com
I thought about this all day yesterday and was just about to email you.

It sounds like the doctor is on top of this and Max is in good hands. He will be all right. It's just going to take a little time and be really hard on you. :)

You and Max are getting all the positive energy I have. It's all yours.

can. not. type.
Edited Date: 2009-04-01 08:34 pm (UTC)

Date: 2009-04-03 08:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
"It's just going to take a little time and be really hard on you. :)"

Yes. That.

Thank you. ::HUGS::

Date: 2009-04-01 08:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] saetter.livejournal.com
Prayers continue. They haven't stopped.

Date: 2009-04-03 08:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
Thanks, Stu.

Date: 2009-04-01 08:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lyngperry.livejournal.com
Sorry to hear this as well. Thanks for sharing and keep us posted.

Date: 2009-04-03 08:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
Thank you.

Date: 2009-04-01 10:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] e-cunningham.livejournal.com
Many positive thoughts coming your way.

My father was raised Catholic and my grandmother was very devout, so I understand the comfort and the power of Catholic traditions. In that spirit, I will light a candle for you and Max every day.

Wish I could do more.

Date: 2009-04-03 08:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
Thank you, Elaine. That means a lot to me.

Date: 2009-04-01 10:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kriz1818.livejournal.com
Ohhh Marcy, how utterly terrifying! My prayers are definitely with Max and all of you!

Date: 2009-04-03 08:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
Thank you so much!

So sorry

Date: 2009-04-01 10:28 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
You and yours are in our thoughts and prayers.

Re: So sorry

Date: 2009-04-03 08:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
Thank you.

Date: 2009-04-01 11:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beezermn.livejournal.com
You know you have my positive thoughts. I will just continue sending you those until you tell me otherwise.

(Don't worry, I haven't screwed too many people up with my positive thoughts.)

:-)

Date: 2009-04-03 08:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
Thanks, Andy. Much appreciated. :)

Date: 2009-04-01 11:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jjschwabach.livejournal.com
Positive thoughts I can give you in plenty.

Remind me of where you live? My own childhood gave me a grand tour of many fine children's hospitals.

At one time, Children's Hospital of Philadelphia was considered at the top of the game in this department.

I have a friend, about two years younger than me, who had this issue, and had open heart surgery as an infant. Obviously, he did well, since he's now closing on 40 and is quite healthy. I can ask him where he was treated as a child, if that would help.

You have my email, contact me separately if you want/need more information. It sounds like you've found a good doctor, though. Keep positive!

Date: 2009-04-03 08:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
We're in AZ. The Children's Hospital in Phoenix is a good one, with one of the largest NICU's in the country, so I'm not too worried on that front.

Thanks for the positive thoughts!
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Date: 2009-04-03 08:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
Thanks, JM. And to think, I once called you Disreputable! ;)

Date: 2009-04-02 11:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kythiaranos.livejournal.com
I'll keep Max and all your family in my thoughts and prayers here.

Date: 2009-04-03 08:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
Thank you!!!!

Date: 2009-04-07 08:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dragonreader.livejournal.com
Marcy, I was so sorry to hear about this. I will be keeping little Max, you, and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

Date: 2009-04-07 08:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
Thanks, DR. Much appreciated.

Date: 2009-04-07 09:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mysanal.livejournal.com
Oh honey! *HUGS*

You're in my thoughts and prayers.

Date: 2009-04-10 07:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrockwell.livejournal.com
Thanks, Dee!
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